i've been doing a crappy job on freakin updating. so sorry. ill make up for it. right now<3
yAyy_ItS_LauReN wrote this::
And lately all she does is sit there,
all alone && she cant help but cry.
she thinks about what's happened,
and she still dreams about that guy.
she was his little princess,
his o n e and o n l y baby girl.
they were so close // yet so far away
she was all he needed in this crazy world
now shes hurt and still so confused,
and sadly he knows he cant make it better anymore
yet she knows that shes // still loved && missed,
she also knew she had to show herself the door.
and now that its over her life seems so empty
her once pointless tears now fall down like rain
the [ happiness and smiles ] all fade away
all that pretty girl feels now is pain.
did she do the wrong thing she keeps asking herself
that boy wants her back and she wants him to
but she wants to stand strong for once in her life
yet her hearts telling her somthing else to do
but for now ___ if its all she can do <3
she wants her baby boy to know
shes sorry if she ever broke his heart
and that she still loves him even if it doesnt show
shes sorry if he ever felt b r o k e n inside,
because she does too even after all the tries
and she wants him to know that for every tear he cried
TWO tear drops fell from HER eyes.
Missing someone is a part of loving them... If ur never apart then you'll never know how strong ur love really is.
she finally stopped playing there song when she relized she was dancing alone*
It’s the kind of crush where I just finished putting on my away message and about to walk out the door. Then when he signs on, suddenly whatever I was gonna do… doesn’t matter. Talking to him does.
There’s a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything. It’s not giving up… it’s just realizing that you don’t need certain people in your life.
Snapshots of priceless moments cover her walls. She thinks back to a time where she didn’t have to fake a smile. It just graced her face so naturally. Back then, life was so worth living. Now she thinks its more worth not to. Why pretend to love? Why pretend to laugh? Why pretend to live? …She’s dead inside.
Today I prayed the car would crash… you’d hear the news and you’d think of me as much as I’ve thought about you.
Press your body against me and kiss me like you mean it
You’re the only one that makes me draw stupid hearts in the margins of my paper.
If we discovered that we only had five minutes left to say all that we wanted to say every telephone booth would be occupied by people calling other people to tell them that they love them.
It’s the hardest thing in the universe listening to the guy you love talk about the girl you want to be…
She wanted to tell him how she felt… tell him how many hours she cried her heart out. Finally one day she got the courage up to try… he just ignored her and walked on by.
I can’t think of one reason I hate her… I don’t even know her. All I know is she is right there with him.
My weakness is that I care too much
I still have your picture, but I put it in a box...along with your notes you wrote me. I cry almost every time I look at that picture, now. And I still have pictures of us holding hands...of our first kiss. I want to rip up your picture, into tiny little shreds but, I want to save it because youre in my memory & I dont want to forget you. I may shred up your notes, but I may keep them. I see a picture of you in my mind everyday...& it won’t go away...But, that picture...will eventually fade away...& so will you.
Know what really sucks? When you think you’re totally over someone and you don’t think you’re gonna see them for a long time so you don’t have to worry about falling for him again anytime soon… and you don’t see them, but you just have one of those days and you fall for him all over again. But this time without hearing his voice, without seeing him, without hearing a certain song… just because you were thinking about him and you’re right back in love.
You don’t know what it does to me… watching you… watching her… the way you used to watch me.
I just don’t understand why you’re running from a good thing, baby. Why you want to turn your back on love… Why you’ve already given up… See, I know you’ve been hurt before, but I swear I’ll give you so much more. I swear I’ll never let you down… because I swear it’s you that I adore… and I can’t help myself babe, because I think about you constantly and my hearts gets no rest over you.
Let them say we’re crazy. What do they know? Put your arms around me baby. Don’t ever let go. Let the world around us just fall apart. Baby, we can make it, if we’re heart to heart.
In this weird and twisted way, I know you miss me. Not because I want to believe it’s true, but because you’ll never find a girl that can put up with you like I did. You’ll never find a girl who will care as much as I did, because no one will waste all their love on someone like you… like I did.
If love was an ocean, but you were afraid of the water would you stand in the sand and look at it waiting to feel the mists or the waves or would you take the chance, dive right in and not think about it
I know I obsess...its stupid how many times I forget Ill always be 2nd best. The one thing I was good at was loving you & I felt loved. Everything always feels right when Im around you, but I guess that was just me because in the race for your love, Im stranded in 2nd place. But, Ill always love you, even if our love...isnt true
Who cares what they say? I love you whether they want me to or not.
There’s one thing I’d like to say before you leave me and walk away. No, not those "I love you"s but… to let you know… youre not perfect… in fact, no one is… youre just perfect for me.
He probably loves her, I said twirling my hair and staring at them. He was holding her tight and something about the way he held her made me believe she was important to him. But then he saw me looking. His grip loosened a little and he looked down shamefully. I turned and started walking away, he never did follow.
So I’m gonna walk away, and its up to you to say how far
Do you wanna know something? The time I was with you was the happiest I’ve been in a long time. That’s part of the reason it’s so hard to get over you and move on… because you were such a significant part of my life and the thought of losing you killed me. Now, I feel like I’m never gonna be happy again, at least not as happy as I was with you. To tell you the truth, I would give anything to get back that time… even go through the hurt again.
if nothing lasts forever -
will you be my nothing?
the next three are by ME so gimme credit if u take em
i've decided sumthing. i want to get over you. & find someone new. and be happy again, and im going to. as soon as i can get these memories outta my head. i want the holding hands, and sweet kisses out of nowhere, the "i love you's" and thebutterflies in the tummy, the knees getting weaker by the second and the chills i get by just hearing you say my name. i want all of this again, but i dont want it from you, b/c you will once again let me down. you'll let me fall for you, with no intentions of catching me, then watch me as i fall to my ass, and my heart just cant take that anymore.
Do you have any idea how it feels? To want the one thing you know you cant have? </3
It seems like everytime i get sumthing thats good for me, i go && ruin it b/c i have you in mind, and no one else even compares..
my lovely kyrston wrote all the rest of em! so give her credit if you take em.
i see in you what i have never seen in another person. when im with you it is the most amazing thing ever. i know i will never feel how i feel for you with another person. it just doesnt happen like that. love is so unexplainable. you have hurt me so many times but yet still i love you with every peace of my shattered heart. like always im still not capable of stealing your heart like u have stolen mine. i understand there are better girls than me but i swear that if you would be with me then every single thing would change and every thing that we have been though could be put in the past and we can start all over. the honesty that you gave me was unbelievable i have never shared so much with one person. we were supposed to be together for a long time Love is just a Trajic ending.
your heartbreak is beautiful i would let you break my heart every single time you wanted to that way atleast i know i had a chance.
& you are a heart breaker and you know it. you know that i would do ne thing for you. you know that i wood change everything about myself just to have another moment with you. you know that i would always come back to you through every single lie and hurtful thing you said to me. i would come back. i get stuck to everything you are. i go through everything you said and everything you gave me or shared with me and i break down. i break down like i have never ever broken down before. i guess you could say yah im broken. but know also you are the reason i am in all this pain. in this world i cant leave.. i sit every night and analize everything you said to me.. and the truth is i still cant. i just cant tell my heart to just let go. is it because you love me to? and my heart is telling me not to let go or is it because i just cant see myself living without you. and i cant honestly say that i have never felt this way. but you go ahead and be with her ill smile and hold back my tears and say im happy for yuh and then when you turn away i will let myself just break down all over again and cry but dont worry about me.. its not like i think i cant live without you. we all lie now dont we.. some more than others. as in you.. you lied to me so much. every single little promise from the big one you lied to me about . and i will accept that one day but until then ill let you get the best of me.
i wouldnt wanna go messing anything up with you and your new Love.
i know that its hard to think about me without you. but that doesnt mean i cant do it.
what we had will never go away* yuh were the thing i looked forward to seeing.. every day. it was the first time in my life where i didnt have to worry .. when i was with you. i set myself up to get hurt... hurt so bad that i will never love again. and ill keep your picture as a consatnt remeber of the time we had and then how you just gave up on it.
its boys like you that make gurls wanna kill themselves. over love.
i never thought that i could love someone so much and i also never thought i cood be hurt so much.
you and me yah we can make it. i know we can, we were so in love you cant just loose something like that over something so little
So if you tell me that its over know that this time it is over for good. and ill be the first to go.
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i would like to thank you, for showing me...a side of myself that i had never seen.
